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Etic Shaman

9 Jun

The link at the bottom of this text is an article published in the National Geographic in 2006. It deals with one reporters experience with Ayahuasca Shamanistic ritual in which she takes Ayahuasca and details the experience not unlike an Erowid entry. Because the article is mainly narrative and I think which aspects of the narrative are interesting would be entirely subjective I’m forgoing quoting the text. What I personally find fascinating here is the native notion that dark spirits are responsible for some of our thought processes and the amazingly convincing way the author manages to convey that so that I completely accepted it as a reasonable way of thinking about illness. Some of the descriptions are a bit trivializing especially towards god near the end but from the atheist author I have no doubt these were meaningful representations and I think the medicine worked. The legitimacy of this so called treatment has gained an article ally methinks. (I didnt link to the Nat Geo website because you have to pay there.) Here:



3 Jun

I’m been listening to this artist John Maus a lot recently. Haven’t been able to find any torrents but he has much on YouTube.

It’s a interesting style. Very mystical and spiritual. Sometimes creepy. Always enjoyable.

Everything’s a trap

3 Jun

Here’s an article I read for my anthro of art class. It touches on institutional theory, Damien Hirst, concept art, and traps and their deepness. Enjoy, share thoughts if you get any.

Gell, Vogel’s Net

Layers and Layers of Panda Bear

19 May

Most of the following came from and email I sent to a friend. I’ve revised and added and cut to make it less sloppy and more acceptably sloppy at once. Here:

I want to spend a second relaying how to listen to layered music, the kind that gives you nothing to hold on to without being high.


song: afterburner

artist: panda bear



I’m not down to keep up
Trying to keep up
One slip up
Up on our way
I’m so tired of taking
Of taking it
One slip up
Up on our way

I don’t buy it
I say
So leave it alone

So it moves forwards
I’ll always ask
What’s the point of making?
The makings are our only hope
It’s not late
It’s not too late
To keep it real
You ask me to keep it real


Pitchfork track blurb:

‘Even by this record’s Sequoia-like standards, the layering and repetitive pattern-work on “Afterburner”, Tomboy’s lengthiest track, is impossibly thick. Noah Lennox piles on rhythm after rhythm, track after track, evoking (depending on your birth year) F-14s and Donkey Kong Country and killer whales and Return of the Jedi to trance-inducing effect. In seven minutes, Lennox is able to set a mood and, perhaps more remarkably, a sense of temperature. He applies heat. Everything put in place whirs and melts together into one massive, all-encompassing torrent. And at the center is that voice, shot through every single molecule of the space. All those moving parts are much easier to hear and visualize once Lennox eventually steps away from the mic, but even so, there’s no denying the warmth– could be a womb, could be an embrace– that comes with feeling like you’re sharing a safe place.’


My ‘Instructions’:

I think a lot of people find layers annoying because it is kind of sensory override trying to focus on everything at once like you do in a, say, Paul Simon track. There is too much going on to do that so you have to let your mind wander and have a sort of mentally detached approach. Your mind will automatically tell you to listen to the beat, but Panda and AC (and a bunch of others) both use repetition in their sounds so that you get sensory exhaustion and kind of have to find the other layers. This kind of song you will not get even a third of on the first listen, so i think of every listen as a sort of expedition looking for something new. N.B.: This is incorrectly written as instructional but I mean it as sort of a guide to compare your own experiences to.


find a layer and follow it. if you start with the beat which is easiest, it goes through the motions here: until 1:06 where it starts over and maintains for the most part that loop until the song ends. The beat i am talking about comes in after the bongos at 15 underneath the guitars.


The sped up killer whales resurface here (selected randomly):

If you follow them they are there almost the whole song, including much slower and more noticeably at the beginning.

 Three seconds in are the speeders from Star Wars as well as 25.

 Of course most of these layers are cursory and the main layers are vocals, ‘drums’, and ‘guitars’ (quotes because I dont know if that is the actual instrumentation).

What it means to me:

There is a lot more in this song than i’ve pointed out. most of it i dont know what it is, but sometimes i figure it out without trying which is an experience that keeps me coming back. This song for me is about making art and how he hates that pressure of making every track great. He is wondering why one slip up, one bad track, is such a bad thing to the point where he briefly asks what’s the point of making? or, what’s the point of making music/art?. The paradox at the end is interesting and bitingly sarcastic on one level, all the people saying ‘keep it real’ but then expecting him to make only good albums. Anyway i dont agree with the pitchfork write up because i think it is too hot in the space he creates and it gets uncomfortable with all the pressure. The key is minor, i dont know why that would be comfortable, plus he wrote it in some dark basement which i feel here too. I guess to return to the keep it real line, he ultimately wants the meaning of that revised under a new context when experimentation is held above perfection, but only then is the track ‘a safe place’ and not within its current state at all for me.



This is why i like layered music over more linear Modest Mousy stuff. I can’t imagine thinking this hard about Doin’ the Cockroach. Sometimes it is tiring to listen to layers though so i do need variety. And sometimes I just need the catharsis of some guy screaming about Cockroaches. Or I tell myself I do.

Bonus evaluation of layered lyrics:

Example Track:

I had a sort of obsession with the 7″ version for a while and I think I showed it to Derek in the car after the Ruby Suns/ some-other-band-called Local Natives? concert. I’ve included the Tomboy version in the link but I think the question I’m asking holds, though I will mention the lyrics in the 7″ version were squished together and harder to understand especially in the verses.

I am wondering how important lyrics are in this sort of music and whether what I hear should be tantamount to what I read or vice versa. Mostly for Radiohead etc I read the lyrics to derive the meaning but I know Aaron and I were playing some ‘Bros’ in the car after Inception and he was really surprised I didn’t know the official lyrics to the song. Here’s why I rarely look up Panda Bear lyrics until after struggling long and hard with them myself:

The official Slow Motion lyrics:

So they say practice makes you perfect
So they say you can’t teach an old dog
So they say have an apple a day
So they say better safe than sorry

Everyone knows what they always say

And when I slow it down
It’s clear just how
It’s what they don’t say
That’s what counts

Deep down (what counts)
Step up, step off

So they say practice makes you perfect
So they say you can’t teach an old dog
So they say have an apple a day
So they say better safe than sorry

Everyone knows what they always say

And when I slow it down
It’s clear just how
It’s what they don’t say
That’s what counts

It’s counting
And be sure it counts

My Take:

This is how the lyrics would be published in a booklet, by my initial reaction is where the hell is the word ‘counting’. That is the main word of the main phrase (it’s counting) in the song and it barely appears here. I love the non-official listen when ‘it’s counting’ is repeated over and over sort of as a reminder that we are alive and this is our lives, take them seriously, have fun, do good things. But in the lyrics it seems to be more a song about people using these cliches too often and never thinking about what the truth behind them or absent from them truly is. Now I don’t deny this second bit is important I just think the focus of the song isn’t there which I miss in a strictly lyrical interpretation. So do y’all think the lyrics in this type of music are more subjective than other types of music or are all lyrics subjective? I’d also like to note that AC never publishes lyrics to their music and leaves us to suss them out with our own ears.

Tell me how you guys go about listening to a track/album and how lyrics come into it. Four scoops of love, one scoop of peanut butter, one cup of eggnog, and love,


Finale Thought

17 May

About to take my first final in England all about little Hobbits and big lions and the death of God. To prepare I’ve been doing some of this.

Hopefully some sort of England Opus/Retrospective will arrive shortly after I do on 21 May. I miss everyone and myself and home.

Congratulations to you all on finishing yet another academic year of existence. It just keeps changing.


Internet Isolationism

4 May

Eli Pariser: Beware online “filter bubbles”

In this Ted talk Eli Pariser offers a counter-narrative on the social impact of the Internet. Because of the selection mechanics behind things like Google Searches and the Facebook news feed, Pariser contends the Internet may be fragmenting rather than unifying the population. He worries that the intense drive towards individual customization will lead to people being isolated in “filter bubbles,” a place where you see only what exactly corresponds to your interests and everything else is hidden. To reverse the trend of fragmentation Pariser calls for search algorithms and other selection mechanics to have “embedded ethics,” a system that will ensure that individuals receive information that falls outside their filter bubble.

I believe Pariser makes a great point. There is definitely a real danger that the Internet will overall be a force of atomization and estrangement. I think right now the Internet already behaves like that in some respects, but it is balanced out by unifying forces, so it can’t yet be said to be a fragmenter. It would be sensationalist to say that the individualization could become so radical that people become completely out of touch with reality, but that doesn’t mean something like that would be impossible; it’s just that now it’s a far-off possibility. I think what is important now is to make sure the Internet doesn’t head in that direction. The question is, what can we do to reverse the trend in that direction? Pariser suggests “embedded ethics” where your customized interests are always paired with an opposite viewpoint. But honestly, I don’t think this would be that effective. If that were to be implemented, what would stop someone from just switching to a website that provides only what they wanted to see?

I think maybe the sort of thing Pariser is talking about is really just a symptom of a wider systematic problem. The isolationism of “filter bubbles” seems to me to be the logical end of the individualism of consumerism as applied to the Internet. Really, if  it does happen we shouldn’t be too surprised. It was sort of inevitable from the start.

Not That Anybody Cares About Charlie Sheen Anymore, But…

28 Apr